even if time could turn back i wouldnt.i'd just gotta blame myself for my stupidity and naivety.why didnt i see it..my frenz could all see it but i couldnt.now im pissed, sad and its all mixed up...i cant differentiate between truth and lies no more.i hate losing that..things i dread, that may never come back.its hurts sometimes.tears run down like razor blades, words u spoke that never meant.the loss of trust towards pple u trust the most.perhaps God is the most trustworthy.I see Fate playing with me.toying with me.If i had a chance, i'd beat the hell out of him.everything may seem smooth superficially, and i've been kept from a secret for far too long...loss of love garners hatred.exasperation and anger filled my eyes, as tears seem to feel like rain.pouring down so easily.yesterday is history.each second that pass by is a second lost.never be impulsive, nor naive...Post ended.