Think...Think... And Think...

2008-07-28T22:06:00.001+08:00

BLOG CLOSED DOWN. TOO F*CKED UP TO USE ALREADY.

2008-07-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

Our relationship had a shaky start, but hopefully love can really overcome all odds.i guess love is a melange of ups and downs.conflicts arise but treasure the happy times.never forget them.i hate that love's blind and ignorant.but time will prove that our relationship is sempiternal. ROARRRRRRR!!!destroy the emo mood of this post.LALALALA! hahah.i sound like i know love so much but actually i dont! HAHA.

SOTONG baby hidden OCTOPUS.post ended.my blog so few tags lmao.post ended.

2008-07-21T06:17:00.002+08:00

even if time could turn back i wouldnt.i'd just gotta blame myself for my stupidity and naivety.why didnt i see it..my frenz could all see it but i couldnt.now im pissed, sad and its all mixed up...i cant differentiate between truth and lies no more.i hate losing that..things i dread, that may never come back.its hurts sometimes.tears run down like razor blades, words u spoke that never meant.the loss of trust towards pple u trust the most.perhaps God is the most trustworthy.I see Fate playing with me.toying with me.If i had a chance, i'd beat the hell out of him.everything may seem smooth superficially, and i've been kept from a secret for far too long...loss of love garners hatred.exasperation and anger filled my eyes, as tears seem to feel like rain.pouring down so easily.yesterday is history.each second that pass by is a second lost.never be impulsive, nor naive...Post ended.

2008-07-15T16:49:00.002+08:00

Any psychiatrist to intro to me? i think im need anger management... Sh*t siol. I get angry so often nowadays.Its hard for me and everyone around me...Confusion and Anger fill my mind now.KNN.

2008-07-12T00:03:00.002+08:00

Everywhere i go is a memory.be it a second ago or decades ago.memories that may fade away with time.i hope love aint like this coz i don't want to miss a thing with you..i hope our relationship has grown stronger after today.hopefully...I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done.We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you...Because you live there's a reason why I carry on when I lose the fight, be it with myself or with this stratifying society..

2008-07-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS NCC DAY. haha. was studying today at macs till i saw some lance corporals from other skuls.there was a variety of races there in the small group.reminds me of my ncc days while i was in sec 1 and 2. i think i sound old but nvm...just thought of my ncc buddies and the times we spent together.hope i dun sound gay but yeah.those days were fun.Rifle shooting and all. a pity everything changed at sec3...nvm shand't elaborate.today skul was quite ok i guess. i left skul early for fun lol. haha.studied quite a bit toady. was rather productive.gotta go finish up my hw and all now.ending post now.
Keep tagging:D

2008-06-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

THERE'S A PROBLEM WITH MY HOUSE COM!!! IN SCHOOL NOW. BLOG WILL BE DOWN FOR A FEW DAYS.HOPEFULLY ITS FIXED FAST. POST ENDED.

2008-06-16T22:30:00.002+08:00

Grace is so dead! im posting this because she just had to embarrass me in her blog.CALL ME PIG HUH? u pig...how dare u call me a pig.haha. and i was being sacarstic, trying to follow yr footsteps by saying the "im handsome" thingy.AMAZING GRACE ??!! i'd rather watch AMAZING RACE. haha. im not feeling angry.in fact, im laughing ahah.im listening to the song DEAD! by MCR now coz Grace is so dead! haha.well, maybe not dead, she would be if i get my hands on her unglam photos one day.one day....well, i saw someone's RUBBER DUCKIE... ahha! dun laugh to yourself at home ah grace haha.

nvm. not gonna talk abt her. well, yesterday was confirmation.wore all white, looked damn weird.but nvm, at least i managed to see boo after that. sry for making u feel lost and all. i shld have asked u to take a cab or smt.anyway, i travelled from west to east and east to west that night.it wouldnt have been such a big deal if i wasnt wearing white! white shirt, white skinnies and white shoes! i think also white socks.lol. luckily not white underwear. anyway day ended quite well.bro's back.gtg .post ended

2008-06-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

com was screwed up a few days ago.require dunno what pw and username thingy. crap lol. nvm at least im back finally. alot happened i think. baby's back haha. thats a gd thing. so i think the emo "virus" will prolly go away haha. today i skipped the POA thingy to slack with brian and weesong. they went back to skul after being called up and i pangseh them. f*cker siol me PSK. but its useless for me since i think im gg out wif ph they all to celebrate his bday tmr. so for today and tmr wont get to see baby. sad huh? well, if i go for POA then i can only see her on thurs.which is obviously worse right. ok. studied quite a bit today. 5HR LOL. well, its not exactly the longest of hours but at least im left with only 40 plus pages for TKAMB, a lit novel i'll have to re-read twice but i dont care.haha.wow.i wrote "i dont care". and the song im listening to called "vulnerable" by 2ndhand serenade was like...the song was going halfway and as i wrote "i dont care" the lyrics, on part having "i dont care" jsut like played.nvm if u cant understand.im a bad interpreter.haha.i cant interpret my thoughts and stuff i wanna say sometimes. ok hands sorta tired.btw SYAIFULLAH i linked u alr.haha.

Im blinded by the lights,i shall hold you through forever,never letting you go. :D the smiley makes it less emo haha. POST ENDED.

2008-06-10T22:54:00.004+08:00

today wasnt too bad.studied quite a bit although i started a few hrs later than i expected.haha.listening to "Dear God" now btw.meaningful song.well, i studied math for just now.and realised that school is starting on the 23rd!!! jialat siol. like that that means im gg to have less time with baby after that alr. hmm, gg to cherish the next 2 weeks.hmm dun think she'll be back from malacca that early.nvm.not gg to go too deep into that.anyway i thought today was rather well spent.started the day using the com, felt bored and ended up waching michael jackson's vids. his moonwalk so cool ah.haha.ok. my eyes seem to be trying to tell me that its tired.eyelids trying to close but my willpower aint that weak.FIGHT!! ok no link huh? haha. ok.im gg to post parts of the Dear God lyrics by Avenged Sevenfold b4 i end my post.actually its like all alr.the rest are repeated in some way.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line.Miles away from those I love,purpose hard to find.
While I recall all the words you spoke to me,can't help but wish that I was there.
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah...

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away.
We all need that person who can be true to you.
But I left her when I found her,and now I wish I'd stayed.
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired.
I'm missing you again oh no, once again...

There's nothing here for me on this barren road.
There's no one here while the city sleeps,and all the shops are closed.
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you.
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah..

Some search, never finding a way.Before long, they waste away.
I found you, something told me to stay.
I gave in, to selfish ways, and how I miss someone to hold.
when hope begins to fade...

2008-06-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

jia lat. i miss my girl once again. hais, posted twice alr today.this will be a short one.been thinking abt her spontaneously for the last few hours.its like on and off, but once its on kinda hard to off.haha nvm i doubt many will understand what im saying now.ok. can someone teach me how to not miss a person that badly? i feel like a girl siol. gayyyyyyy.haha.ok. post ended.

i wanna talk to you. i wanna brush my cheeks with yours and touch your lips...

2008-06-09T13:30:00.004+08:00

today i post early.its abt 1.30 pm now only.anyway, went to pasir ris early morning to help jd in the search for the lost camera.took us 1hr to find it. quite fast.low tide in the morning.anyway, we actually wasted 55min searching at the wrong place.the camera was at the other side.i think everyone thought it was impossible to find it but we did.actually jd did coz he found it.the task was made harder with the MINATORY mud.it was so easy to sink yr leg in it.at first we were so excited that we wore our shoes and ran into it ignorantly.however, when he found it we were all so happy.i couldnt really believe it as i saw jd ran, gleaming with joy.haha.It was one of the incidents where lachrymose seem to affect the whole world at that point of time.u dont need to be a potentate to do that.mentality and sheer determination are the keys to that.well, easier said than done i suppose.i think im going into ruminating mode.haha.well, i've still been missing baby until now.my life feels somewhat empty without her.well, i think its only when something/someone is taken away from you, then u'll realise its importance and how much you need it.i think she's already a part of me indefinitely.i love you baby, and if its quite alright i need you.i know we are happy together.Well, if u are happy i will be too :D hopefully u are enjoying yourself in malaysia aye.think you still need a few more days to see this post baby.
Hais,post ended for now, or even today.last few lines.been posting everyday for the last few days alr.dun feel tired whatsoever leh.

Cause if you jump, I will jump too.we will fall together from the building's ledge.Never looking back at what we've done, we'll say it was love.Cause I would die for you on skyway avenue.

2008-06-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

today went for kayaking.5 people went from an initial of 8.Pang seh kia along the way, thats why left until 5.they shall not be named. anyway, baby went to Malacca this morning.luckily i managed to wake up earlier and msg her.well missed her quite a bit today.jia lat! haha. (baby dun smile/laugh when u see this at home). haha.ok quite a long day for me today.something unfortunate happened to jd.lost camera.hopefully he finds it.Pray for him.The camera costs quite alot and it belongs to Mr Tan.nvm.at least we managed to have fun today.with the company of wh, jd , jl and mr tan. life dont really seem boring.just that i kept thinking of baby.hais, i miss her badly ah. listening to "always be my baby" by David Cook now.Images of us are flashing in my mind.the scent of yr hair and all.i can remember them vividly and vaguely at the same time.love hurts sometimes eh? cherish every single sec with her man.ok.go emo now haha.post ended already.after the next few lines.

i like where we are, here.coz our lips can touch.our cheeks can brush, here.Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whispers hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep,here

2008-06-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

went out with baby again today. haha.left house later than usual since both of us woke up kinda late and din know where to go. so we went to a place in vivo, similar to coffebean. studied there and stuff.after that went to queensway.saw BOONHWEE, WENQING and some albirex players.haha.shld i call it lucky or not? haha. ok.ate hotdog and drinks at ikea there too before heading to east coast.dun take a bus there for goodness sake.it'll take foreverrrrrr.haha.after slacking at east coast sent her home bla bla. the same routine again over and over. mum nagged at me once again for reaching home late.late=10plus? haha.ok. nvm after my 16th bday i think i will have more freedom.den can spend more time with baby and all. ok. long day today i guess.seemed like i travelled spore in one whole day.ok bro's home. think he knows what im doin. cant possibly let him see my post. surely will cause his eyebrow to heighten to a record breaking height.he's an exaggerated man. nvm.post ended btw.

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart.without saying a word, you can light up the dark.

2008-06-05T23:39:00.002+08:00

went out with baby again today. been starting my posts with the same start.hahahaha.been posting for the last few days.actually 2 only? ok nvm got great improvement at least. well, studied at terminal 2 again, changi airport there obvious.quite far but willing to go the distance for u, baby. hehe. cheh cheh. ok.whateve it is. didnt reli study much. can take my eyes off u .haha. well went to swensens after that. baby paid coz i din have enough to pay. tks baby, i love u ... it'll be my turn to treat u again next time :D .oh ya. at the airport macs, while studying smt funny and thankful happened. a lady, japanese talked to us. at first i thought she wanted us to help her buy food. she took quite some time to explain to us. but wasnt frustrated at all. well, i heard 'potato' and 'juice' so i presume she wants fries and got orange juice also. after that, when i passed it to her, she was so kind to actually say it was for me. it was then i realised her flight could be leaving or smt. didnt reli have to chance to say gd bye and i think forget to say ARIGATO coz i scared ltr she converse in jap with me again.TKS, hope u had a nice flight back home or anywhere!!! although she cant really see it but i hope it makes me feel btr for not saying thanks whatsoever. ok. back to swensens. both had chicken baked rice and also fries.wasted, the student promo time alr passed.if not cheaper, 9.80 to be exact. haha. ok .after that went to east coast to slack.she accompanied me and didnt went to bball with her frenz. thanks babe.HAHA. ok. after slacking there, sent her home and i myself went home too.cool day.it seemed long but it was fun. oh ya, i saw my childhood friend NI KANG at changi too.he dye hair alr.zzz. nvm after Os i think i go dye hair also.PUNK haha.ok. im tired alr.post shall end here.
we will linger on. time cant erase a feeling this strong.u'll always be my baby.

2008-06-05T00:00:00.003+08:00

went out with baby today. watched indiana jones at cineleisure.well , the show wasnt too bad though but the ending i din reli find it nice.haha. nvm if u intended to watch i hope u wont after viewing this post. coz the show's reli not bad. ok. the day ended rather quickly. perhaps time flies when u are enjoying yrself.afta the movie accompanied her to shop for her friend's gift. got it after a few hrs and sent her home early coz mum cooked dinner. went back at 8pm. she was alr frustrated when i wasnt back at 6plus but didnt reli bother. luckily no one's at home when i got back.if not the nagging will start and the end will seem quite far. haha. ok.

i shall talk abt ytd too.went out with baby again. but ytd was to study. alternate days.one study one play i guess. didnt reli have fun studying but being with her made studying less boring in a way.haha. then slacked at somewhere near her house b4 heading home.after that i went for tuition, was abt 5min late coz wanted to cycle there.had to leave tuition early for ncc cohesion night.although i was late by 1hr late.(wait until tuition teacher explain finish den i go, not bcoz i cycle slow).anyway it took my 10min to reach skul concourse from around west mall. chiong alr leh, maybe backpack slowed me down.stayed in hall for a few min b4 deciding to leave due to boredom and hunger pangs.went out for dinner with usual ncc buddies although some werent there.some came but din eat with us. im not going to say MR JIE YONG aka LOUSYMAN is one of them, in fact the only one.hahaha.after dinner slacked at playground b4 cycling home.luckily no one was at home yet despite me reaching home at 11 plus.maybe nearing 12.anyway.that was a long day for me.quite some activities happening, involving many pple and places.

tmr i will study with baby again.hopefully the idea of studying will not be relinquished and end up playing.mellow out after studying perhaps.maybe swensens or smt. shit im gg to be broke once again.no money management.jialat. ok. i think i'll end here. this post should be long enough eh? kk. gdnights. the timing on my blog is bullsh*t.whatever it is.im lazy to change anyway.* sounds like JIANDE? haha. ok.

U'll always be my baby.time cant take away a feeling this strong.i love u baby :D

2008-05-31T10:41:00.003+08:00

ytd was a really fun day.went to ecp to meet boo! hahas. anxiety and nervous got the better of me at first.i felt speechless for quite sometime.but gradually things started falling into place and i've had alot of fun.nvm, i wont go into details what we did and stuff. nth much to say also.haha. well,got home afta that and was too tired to tag.haha. ok it raining heavily now. i think that's all i've wanna say for now.
I'd be there just to hear your heartbeat.heart's in my throat baby :D

2008-05-29T18:40:00.001+08:00

schadenfreude \SHOD-n-froy-duh\, noun:
A malicious satisfaction obtained from the misfortunes of others.

2008-05-27T14:23:00.003+08:00

A scene in my life was ommited days ago.21/5/2008 to be exact.well, it was happy times but it ended due to irrational decisions i've made.but what's done is done? well its easier to make a decision when you're not the one involved.as in rational ones.but somehow i dunno why i dun feel in the least sad abt it.i was like ' oh , its over?".am i cold blooded? i think i could be.
well, let's drop it. for the next few days alot of coincidental incidents occured to me.hmm, actually between me and another girl :) we,ve met on tagged.com and stuff, den chatted on msn and friendster and stuff.well, its just so coincidental that ure not gg to believe it.my mind's lazy to remember all that stuff and i dun really feel like saying too.At this point of time, perhaps some of you guys may think she's like the next one and that im a 'flirt' but i wont blame you. lol.well, its gg to be two weeks that i know her alr and everything seems smooth sailing at the moment. i hope this sint another puppy love but "we've got all the time in the world right?". take things slow mika.dun get hasty.haha. time will tell.its the best way of solving things at times.
getting bored now. i guess im not those blogging enthusiastic kinda pple. kk. gotta go. Keep tagging and i'll keep posting haha.Mayber i'll start a new rule that after every 20 tags i'll promise to post once.not including mine.haha.ok.ended.

2008-04-29T00:21:00.001+08:00

[Verse 1][x2]
I need you boo, (oh)
I gotta see you boo (hey)
And there's hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

[Verse 2]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And...
Oh, little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and...

[Bridge 1]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and...
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my heart.
And...

[Chorus 1]
Oh!
I'm lovin you
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's hearts all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
What I feel when I'm

With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Girl...
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you

[Verse 3]
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left and,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you love me,
You know I love you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything yeah...

[Bridge 2]
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my heart.
And...

[Chorus 2]
Oh! Girl!
I'm lovin' you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there's heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel...
What I feel when I'm

With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Oh...
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Yeah Heh...

[Bridge 3]
And I...
Will never try to deny,
That you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die...
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all or nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And there's hearts all over the world tonight,
Said there's hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
Woo Oh... Yeah
They need their boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight [x2]

[Chorus 3]
Oh! Girl!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel...
What I feel when I'm

With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Girl...
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
Baby yeah

2008-04-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hi pple.Its's been quite some time since i last posted.As told, im gg to make this a short one.dun really feel like blogging sometimes.replying tags seems easier.haha. guess i dont have the patience to go to blogspot just to post.hassle and tussles ? abit no link but nvm.lol. kk. im really outta topic. changed the song on my blog btw.cant get it to auto play even though i got click when dl tad time.hais nvm.
JUST KEEP TAGGING CAN ALR lor.i think there is one person i muz thank who is LIYUN for tagging so often despite the fact i seldom go yr blog*hehe.psps.i think i lost yr link so if u dun mind i link u again lor.kk.thats all.CHAO.

2008-04-01T18:53:00.003+08:00

Hi all punks and hip hoppers out there.lol.today was a fun day i guess.No supp but having tuition later.Went out with her just now. Supposedly go watch movie one but her fren got the wrong timeslot.haiyo, u must think she's very lazy rite coz she duno how to ownself check.or maybe tad i nv check. but actually its bcoz her com crashed and i was studying.lol. dun be surprised if u are.its natural. she taught me all the "good stuff". haha.anyway, we ended up at kfc eating obviously.no need tell u what i ate rite.kk. so we went to gai gai at jp afta tad lor.trying to figure out what to get her for our 2nd mth anniversary.haha. dunno y feel like getting smt for her.guess i care for pple after all.hahas.so after gai gai we went to some void deck near her house and chatted and shared some secrets that cant be told.As in u use yr mouth but u dont say a word.maybe just an onomatopoia. haha.bet u dunno wad im talking.probably PURE LIT pupils will understand it.hahas. just check up the dic.den went home at 5plus. showered and now gg to get rdy for tuition.kk.Bye bye.

2008-03-22T12:47:00.002+08:00

Lyrics of "have u ever really loved a woman" by Bryan Adams.5th song of my IMEEM songlist.

To really love a woman,
To understand her,
You've got to know her deep inside ...
Hear every thought,
See every dream,
And give her wings when she wants to fly.
Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms ...
You know you really love a woman

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman,
Let her hold you,
Till you know how she needs to be touched.
You've got to breathe her, really taste her,
Till you can feel her in your blood.
And when you see your unborn children in her eyes ...
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?

You've got to give her some faith,
Hold her tight, a little tenderness.
You've got to treat her right.
She will be there for you taking good care of you ...
You really gotta love your woman.

And when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms,
You know you really love a woman.

When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's really wanted.
When you love a woman,
You tell her that she's the one.
She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever.
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?
So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman?

So tell me have you ever really ... really, really ever loved a woman

2008-03-19T11:00:00.002+08:00

Sick today.Eye infection leh siaosiao, hahas.Went to skul for like 30min den after flag raising den went home and straight to polyclinic.Saw my nephew there and we talked the whole way through.damn lucky.we got the same room and place and at the same time some more.he talked to me about NS and poly life. it was an interesting chat, when i felt maturity when talking to him.lol.i know some of u dunno what im talking about but i just felt it.I feel as if he's "maturing" me in some way.surprisingly, he took the same humans as me.Pure Lit and history as elective.He seemed very mature and understood laws of life at the age of 23.He taught me not to think so much at times, when its not necessary.but i dunno when isst necessary or not to do so.I realised i think too far and out of point sometimes and this is NO good!And he taught me to ask the doc why i had this or that illness next time i see a doc.lol.perhaps tads common sense but i didnt ask the doc.lol.and he said u dun have to go and train so hard for smt.for instance pull-up.No need go train just for you to do pull up.it will come to u naturally one day.hais, nvm.When we're old times will fall into place.hahas.kk.I need some rest now.lol.eye infection cant look at the com for too long.lol.kk
KEEP TAGGING LEH.DUN LIDDAT LA! very sian u know.lol

2008-03-16T19:09:00.002+08:00

Went out with pea brain again today to causeway point. spent only like a few hours there and sent her home alr.Do you call it quality time ?.lol. anyway, we were quarreling over who should eat the two garlic bread when at pastamania and ended up we both took one each.lol.I hope im not spoiling her, hahas.I dont think so anyway.hahas, so reached home at 5plus.Slept and woke up at 7.02 thanks to my bro, who sent a cute boi msg im not gg to say.lol.so, go cut hair first den go study liao.haven started my holiday hw.hopefully 2 to 3 hrs should be enough.
kk,I end my post here. Just keep tagging and keep this blog alive will ya ? haha, see u all.whoever u are out there.My blog is in your hands!!

2008-03-15T10:46:00.003+08:00

Hey, gd news. Jd's blog is back again!! The punk strikes back! Hahas.anyway, holidays have been really relaxed but I havent done my hw yet. Duno if i can finish it soon.Watched "the WaterHorse" on thurs wif her and had a great time at vivo.Well, the show was quite nice, except for the fact tad the scenes were rather predictable.U should watch it nevertheless, but if no $$ den dun watch la.lol.Duno what movie to watch next time.I think the hole in my pocket is quite deep now, many things on my "need list".Btw,tomorrow's my 1mth with pea brain!!! Hurray! lol.haven't bought a present for her yet.*hope she doesn't see this*.lol.So today maybe gg play soccer again but what happens to my hw??? oh no! Gone! muz chiong liao.Kk, i feel a sudden motivation to do hw now.Lets go Mika! HW TIME! End post here today.Kinda short coz got nth much to say.Kk, maybe a round of Dota first.lmao.kk! time is running out!

2008-03-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.Abit long nv post alr ah.lmao. very lazy to ypdate blog but alot of pple have been asking me to do it so bo bian.lol.anyway, i today duno why go do petition for 1mark.LMAO.i got 17marks for my test althoguh it wasnt totally my own effort.Orh hor.Anyway, i think i know the reason now.partly, its bcoz i wanna get more marks den afiq.Coz i've been losing to him in class tests recently and seeing him with tad cute boi cuckoo bird face makes me wanna beat him(in test).he got 16m btw.And also, there was an adorable teacher.this was wad i wanted to get the marks.the ans required part of a statement saying, "Cu is less reactive than Fe" and i wrote "Cu is not as reactive as Fe".And she didnt give me the mark at first.Ok , i would had left if i had a acceptable reason to take away.But No no no.She didnt give me a reason, or rather not,she claimed she had no time to answer my qn when i asked her for like 5 to 7 times ??After that, i felt something had to be done.Therefore, i made a petition asking pple to sign if they felt what i wrote was correct and should be given the right.She saw what i was doing only after i got 1/3 of the class to sign.She took the damn papar away.its rather obvious that she had no control over the class.Then after explaining the rest of the rest paper for awhile, she asked me out of the class.Can tell she tried her best to not make herself look guilty and make me feel as if im in the wrong.she asked me if i think i deserved the mark.Cute qn rite?w/o doubt i said yes la! LMAO.den she say wad i give her pressure by doin the petition.its like the way she sound can tell tad she is damn guilty la.But she not man make herself feel like her pride very impt liddat.She say wad, "since im taking a step back doesnt mean im in the wrong bla bla bla".crap and lobster and prawn la.lmao.
Ok tad incident over le,den got more incident ltr. coz me hw brian sherie and many more pple like syazwan and yinbao nv finish wb homework.den she say she'll take it seriously by writing out names in the discipline book.hahas, funny part is tad when she wan write my name she say wad" dun take it as if im against u wadsoever".lmao.scared-ed siol.hahs.but i dun think she meant wad she said, coz in the end only me hw brian and sherie kena written nia.the rest all nv write.CUTE or ADORABLE? hahas.She also called hw a GAY! HAHAHAS. although he watches razor ramon doesnt mean he's gay.lmao.
today alot of incidents that pissed me off.However, im not gg to say too much now although i just did coz i read a bk saying tad if ure angry, dun go harping.lol.
kk im done for today.
TAG AH! dun forget.hahas. hopefully i will post again soon.lmao.

2008-02-13T18:21:00.009+08:00

My cousin.Kaxin.Cute rite? She feels so tall.

Another cousin.Isabelle.Pondering

My mother.

They're siblings.Isabelle and Isaac.

My mother and a baby of my uncle who is also the father of Isabelle and Isaac. Forgot the name.

The runaway kids.Naive?

Father and son.

Uncle washing cars.

The basketball court there.Life starts to get boring.

Boredom strikes deeper.

And deeper.This is a "garden".

Extreme BOREDOM!! GRASS!!

MAXIMUM BOREDOM.This picture no link one.other pple car

Me posing with my bro's car.Act feirce siol

Finally smile abit.

My 3rd uncle's baby.Xavier.

Me and Isaac.

Ended. zzzz, im a noob when it comes to posting images.

2008-02-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

THIS WAS SAID BY JIALI:
carnival. says:
hahahahahahahaha wth spellbinding
carnival. says:
i'm spellbinding, not spell binded?
carnival. says:
or am i spell binded and not spell binding
carnival. says:
or am i spellbinding, then i got spellbinded?
carnival. says:
or i got spellbinded, that's why i'm spell binding?
ENDED.POST ANOTHER DAY,lol.

2008-02-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

Today i went to Queensway and Far East to get my do the suspender(s) t-shirt with my clan mates and also frenz.Hw, ed, gy, my, bingan, rachel.boontso, jianhong and chihpeng were there as non-clan frenz. But we split up while we were at queensway bcoz cp had tuition at 6pm so he needed to go off early. It cost only $18 bucks for the t-shirt with the printing of our names on it. My mum damn cute.I asked her for 50 bucks to buy my suspenders and buckle belt.She thought very cheap only, ask me use the 50bucks to buy pants.Where got pants so cheap one sia.Heng i brought 70bucks, but i still dun have enuf money for lunch, only dinner.so ended up the total expediture was around 90 bucks. $28 for the belt,$15 for the suspender,$18 for the shirt and $25 for skinny jeans.Zzzz.I promised myself that i wont wear a skinny bcoz i find it very 'paikia' and for the opposite sex.Hahas.But ended up i felt i had no choice bcoz its the cheapest type of pants i can think of. Zzz, i really wonder how naive my mother can be.No matter what stuff u buy still cannot use 50bucks to buy these stuff one.aiyo.i duno her la.LMAO.
The funniest part of today's trip was the part when ed, me gy, and hw paraded through far east wif our suspenders on all the way to je to take dinner.Everyone was looking at us wif eccentric eyes, esp on gy** LMAO. coz his shirt really not suitable for wearing suspenders.But his courage is greatly felt.I bet no one would have felt he would wear that out of far east.I've got pictures but it cant really show gy clothings bcoz its pictures of the 4 of us.my dun dare to wear coz his shirt also abit not suitable.I wear polo tee wif suspenders also, and my buckle belt also very cute, it has the design of the care bear heart.It looks like a heart wif mant layers of diff colours.If i can i take picture and post it. But its damn girlish one.LOL.ed looks the most natural one bcoz his shirt everything all white, only his suspender brown, den white is the easiest colour to match ma, so his is the best.Hongwei one also not bad, but he look abit like santa claus or wad coz his suspender is red and his top is a stripe green shirt with white skinny.he is also one of the most daring ones as he was the only one who felt disappointed when we decided to take the suspenders off.
It was one of the funniest day i ever had, with quite a bit of embarrassment with the suspenders part.hahas. I think that's all for today.I will upload the photos later if can.

2008-01-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Back again to post ... Hmm, its going to be the O's in some months tie. It seems rather short but i dont feel much motivation to strive for my best.Seriously i dont feel havin really good O lvl results can give me much because i hadnt really thought abt what i wanna be when i go out to work. Well, theres a chinese saying which means that when the boat reaches the dock, the bridge will be straight.LOL anyway, pardon me for my poor tanslation because chinese words seem somewhat jewish to me.I din use jew for any form of discrimination whatsoever but it just happens that my class use it so often that im starting to use it too.hahas.So about that saying, if applied to my scenario, will mean that in whatever part of life i face, there will always be a way for me, as if i let nothingness decide my fate..Things will eventually fall in place at different times
when it should be, so dont worry too much about it.Alls well ends well.hmmm, i dunno why i used that line anyway.
Anyway, the advantages of getting wonderful O' lvl results will only means that u have a wider range of courses for you to choose.Since i dont know what course i want for the future, i wouldnt try to chiong for the Os like everyone else is doing and telling me to do so that i can choose whatever job i want.Rather, i would choose to do things the way i like it and not suffer like everyone else is doing now, and hopefully my marks will get me into a course and hopefully i will like it.If i dont, i will have to accept it the way it is.Makes sense? hahas. Of course i hope im not stopping anyone from working their brains out trying to excel in every aspects of life academically because i wont say it isnt a stupid thing to do, its just something im tired of doin and hope that this change of plan is the right choice that im making that i wont regret in future when i look back at my life.
Right now, im trying to instill in myself an attitude that im challenging only myself rather than others.The pressure on me to study well is mounting and i do not wish to add on to my sorrows. Learning to compete with yourself rather than other around you may be the pathway to eternal joy and cheerfulness.U have a choice to smile or whine throughout the day so its better to smile rite ? HAHA, of course im not trying to tell u that ure going to smile even when to dont feel like it but learn to be content so that u can smile.It links, everything I say links... Im a genius !! hahas..
I've totally changed the tone of this post after that line.hahas..
So to end all this , JUST DO IT!! Whatever you want to.If u believe u can do it, u can! If u believe u cant, den cannot lor.So how to believe u can do it ?Just try.Everything also try.Liddat den will have belief on whether u can do it anot lor. HAHA. KEEP TAGGING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR THOSE PPLE WHO TAGGED... hahas.. GD NIGHTS.

2008-01-21T17:55:00.000+08:00

YEAH !!! I FINALLY DID ESKIMO ROLL!! For people who dont know what im talking about, its a 3star kayaking skill that is not easy to master( although jd managed to learn it so damn fast)zzz. anyway, i finally did it! Im so happy!! I hope Hafazli and ramdan would be looking at this so that they will hate me for mastering it and then use the anger to complete the roll.(hope im not thinking too much).hahas.bcoz we are weak.Why are we so weak? Because we lack hatred.Hahas.So hafazli and ramdan and omar do yr best to complete the roll so that next time we can all roll together.LMAO. hahas.
I think that's all i have to say, lol. TAG MORE AND I WILL POST MORE.LOL~

KAYAKING 2STAR COURSE

2008-01-14T21:46:00.000+08:00

12 and 13th jan was the 2star kayaking course for the jurongville students..I happened to be there also, but as a 3star kayaker(ehem), well not exactly certified yet but at least i've completed the training course.Well, because the trainers at CAMELOT did not really teach them well because of reasons i wouldnt state, those poor students had to learn more of their 1star skills in the first day.As the course I/C,(ehem) i was there doin nth much really but trying out my rolls which failed time and time again, only succeeded it once actually. Sian lor, jinlong tad kuku bird can do abit alr, weihong the uh uh boy also can do lem repeatedly in fact and also jiande the dota pro.Zzzz, now only I and a few cant do.. Nvm, i will use the school values,PRIDE™ to help me succeed.LOL. hahas. anyway, i was damn unlucky to drop Nigel's spectacles.now he cant find it and there goes my money..Its definitely gg to leave a deep hole in my pocket.180 bucks siol !Although he say no nd pay so much but i also abit paiseh la if nvr pay.Hais, anyway there's kayaking this Sunday also so pple who are involved and are looking at this post.PLEASE DONT BE LATE.-Course I/C siol!! UH UH ~~

2008-01-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

Spent about 3 hours doing hw.. Guesses i really need to buck up in order to do well in the O's .. Lucky ne got remind me to chiong, if not i sure haven start studying one.LOL.. Anyway, pple who are taking their O's this year btr buck up. U Can do it.Remember, No Man Is A Failure.
KEEP TAGGING !!!!!!!!

2008-01-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hey the O' lvls are just abt 9 mths away ? Im feeling rather aprehensive..Hahas, learnt thata word from kids central from a show called the Upside Down Show..Hahas.. duno wad to write le but kids central is for all of us bcoz there's a kid in all of us..And another thing, pls remember."No man is a failure." Full stop.
KEEP TAGGING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-31T15:12:00.000+08:00

HEY IM BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY MY COM CAN ON AGAIN!!! ROAR!!!!!!! But no dota le, Zzzzz...Duno what to type, hope hols were forever ..Aiya, Just keep tagging la.. lols..

2007-11-23T13:53:00.000+08:00

recently, i happened to hear a song by BRYAN ADAMS titled 'Have You Ever Loved A Woman'.. The lyrics are really touching and meaningful and the title itself explains a number of dilemma few pple like me have in their lives. To really sit down and reflect, i dun really feel i have loved a woman, perhaps it was just naivety or an act to seek attention and approval from yr frenz ..Kk, i dun wana get too emotional about all these.Anyway, Bryan Adams I feel is a excellent singer who nvr fails to touch the emotional side of u ... Although they're oldies, I feel sort of addicted to some of his songs.Hahas, another old song would be MACARENA !!! LOL..it gets u in the mood to have fun and dance dance !! hahas.. I think this is all i have to say today.
KEEP TAGGING !! CHAO !!

Very lobng bo post le

2007-11-17T21:24:00.000+08:00

It been quite some time since i last posted alr.. Posting regularly is really kinda hard..Hahas, probably its bcoz im too much of a lazy person or im just not made for blogging..In any way, heres the post.. I went to East Coast park yesterday as a class outing..We were lucky enough to take 2 wrong buses that led us to brisk walking for about 30min from one end of east coast to our BBQ Pit ..Nevertheless, i personally felt the BBQ was fun and also successful although ying nam as one of the main organisers of this campaign didnt come to attend the bbq itself,ironic eh ?This relates us to the League Of Nations for those taking History.It was just like how President Wilson did not join the LoN despite being the one who organised it..Zzz, kk lets not get too carried away with history which may 'entice' my speech to start blabbering away about how MARVELOUS mdm tan is..hahs..Ok, back to the BBQ..Erm went cycling there ate satays, super hard beef steaks and bee hoon with ketchup..Hahas..It was all fun and laughter and a really had a great time.Got home at 12.46am..

Slept and i had kayaking course today.3Star kayaking course was hard for me personally as a left hander to pick up 'eskimo row', one of the 3Star kayaking skills which would definitely be easier to grab the concept if you are right handed..We re-caped the 1 and 2 star skills also..Im starting to feel boring so I aint gonna bore u any further..
JUST KEEP THE TAGS COMING IN !!! HAPPY HOLS !!!!

WATCH AND SING ALONG

2007-11-05T20:25:00.001+08:00

WATCH AND SING ALONG!!!!!!!!

MACARENA- By Los Del Rio

When I dance they call me macarena
and the boys they say that I´m buena
they all want me, they can´t have me
So they all come and dance beside me
move with me jam with me
and if your good i take you home with me
A la tuhuelpa legria macarena
Que tuhuelce paralla legria cosabuena
A la tuhuelpa legria macarena Eeeh, macarena
A-Hai 2x
Now don´t you worry ´bout my boy friend
the boy who´s name is Nicorino
I don´t want him, ´cause sent him
he was no good so I - hahaaaa
Now, come on, what was I supposed to do ?
He was outta town and his two friends were soooo fine
Ref. 2x
Claps Ahai Ahai
Keys
Ref. 2x
Lach
Come and find me, my name is Macarena
always at the party,
´cause the chicos think I´m buena
come join me, dance with me
and all your fellows cat hello with me
Ref. 5x

My birthday !!

2007-10-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today is the day i was unfortunately bestowed into this world .. However, i would like to thank the following pple for making my days through their wishes and greetings..They are Edmund,Tiewtian,Weizane,JuanneSherie, Marilou,Lyana,Amni,Ain, Betty,PeiShan,Jeremy-PEPS,Felicia,YingNam,JiaLi,Angeline,HuiLin,Aliffah,HongWei,Leon,GuangYou,JianHong,Amabel,Rachel,Kala,Shirley,TamJianDe, PengHoe,PeiGuan,Hengtong,ZiKang,Samuel,BingAn,ZhanYong,GuoRong, and the NCC guys who gave me a hell of a splash during the KayakingCourse, throwing me up and down!!Thank you if they are still others if i forgot..Oh Ya,I like to thank MrTan JJ for the sumptuous meal sponsored for my birthday.. Thank You Thank You!!! HAHAHAS !!! i spent my day slacking at leon's house after skul with hw and ed.. After tad i went for dinner with my parents and going for a few games of bowling ..It was really incessant fun which i enjoyed thoroughly..
Anyway, Congratulations to those students upon completion of the 1Star kayaking course... 2Star will be held next year in early January organised by Me!!
Hahas, GD LUCK GD LUCK !! KEEP THE TAGS COMING IN PEOPLE!!

Unbelievable pple having blogs

2007-10-21T18:02:00.001+08:00

Nowadays there are more and more people having blogs..There are some people whom you may think will never have a blog.People such as Jiande and PehGuan, the two lengendary undisputed DotA pros... Its quite unbelievable.In one of my interviews, one said that it was for fun as he saw it as something interesting while the other,Im not quite sure.. LOL.. In any way, blogging can be seen to direct yr feelings out to the public to see and sympathise.It could be seen as a medium just to make more friends.. I think im starting to write out of point so im goin to stop her..
In any way, Just Keep The Tags Coming !!! TAKE CARE ALL THOSE PEEPING AT THIS!

I PASSED MY COMBINED SCIENCES !! ROAR !!

2007-10-19T18:09:00.000+08:00

It was a wonderful day for me !! i passed my combined sciences !!! I passed it with a borderline result of 52/100 !! It was a disappointing first half performance from me suffering a 20/50 defeat in hte first leh of my physics paper !! But the scoreline wasnt meant to be when i came back just like how liverpool came back from the dead winning Ac milan in the champions league season of 2004/2005 as i scored a 32/50 to push my marks up with chemistry scoring 32/50 in the second half, winningthe game in extra time !! ROAR !!! it was really a day for joy and jubilation !! And i think mdm tan was so kind to push my Combined Humanitites results to 50/100 as she added 4 marks to my hist paper to allow me to be the top in my class despite getting a borderline result !! It seems like she aint that cold blooded after all aint she ? hahas.. Today was really contradictory from yesterday, which saw me revive from the hands of IMMINENT FAILURE !! And I must say that praying does help in exam !!
What matters most is that you do not cheat and you will eventually pass, be it with flying clours or not depending on the amount of hardwork you put in for yourself.. Believe in yourself!-Mary Chia.Body Face Spa..LOL .. hahas Anyway, thats for all today pple !
Keep Tagging And Best Of Luck For All Who Are Having their O's Or Waiting For Exam Results . . . . . . . . .

Exam results suck big time !!

2007-10-18T16:09:00.001+08:00

Well, today started on a bad note, with me getting 55/100 for my POA. next i got top in class for maths with 60 plainly because there were only 2 passes, the other guy was edmund, lol..I also realised i failed my physics, something that disappointed me even further.. The day ended on a really bad note with me failing my chinese, failing all sections of the chinese paper..my compo and letter writing suck big time..I felt damn weak, not quite physically but rather on the inside.. i need to get a min of 30/50 for my chemistry if i wanna pass my combined sciences which i hope i will because HengTong had already helped me with the subject for 2days.So it would really disappoint him and make me a failure if I do not pass it..
On my way home, i bought a pack of Gobstoppers..In the packet, the green coloured sweet is my favourite one and luckily it was there waiting for me with alot more of the same colour behind when i opened the packaging. One could say this was luck but i prefer to call it "karma" in a sense. After such a bad day, there was at least something to cheer me up.This is what u can say a balance of good and bad, be it the things you do and the things tad occur to you..I wont call it a phenomenon but it is really something quite unbelievable but true..So this is my day, im here posting this feeling really down, if only there was someone that could cheer me up.Someone out there, anyone would do actually. . .

Just a pic with my primary school frenz

2007-09-28T00:06:00.001+08:00

ZzZ

2007-09-22T10:52:00.000+08:00

Been quite a few days since i last posted huh ? hahas.. guess iwas too lazy.. anyway its time to study for EoY le so cant use much of com le.. I cant fai my subjects le, dun wana retain..My mum would kill me if i did..And i have to buck up for my combined sciences coz i haven been passing dem since the start of this year.So this could be my last post until the perhaps until mid october..October's my bday !! oct 31 is the day.. Always vry few people gib me birthday present coz by tad time hols would have started ..Hais, maybe this yr would be a different one .. haha .. Hmm, cant think of much to say already.So i think that's all for today.Study hard all..Especially those taking O'lvl this yr.
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Pool and more pool !

2007-09-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

Somehow couldnt on my com yesterday.. Think motherboard or what they call it got prob le.. But anyway ytd was quite fun la playing pool from place to place, actually only two places la.. At first i met up jinlong,peishan,wanzhen,juanne and also edmund(coz juanne go he sure go)hahah.We went to arena to play pool, and it was full..So we decided to go Burger king to have lunch firz.. Afta that, den there was finally a table le ! Realised that peishan and wanzhen duno how to play..LOL.. so juanne taught them how to play, all using her way of placing their hands wif a twist shape to hold the cue.Funny eh ? Hahas.. But had quite some fun with them beofre i crashed down to Bt Timah to play pool wif my primary skul frenz, xinlin,huiying,shaun,zhe hao and thiery were there.. Thiery was damn pro seh, he super pool pro la.lols.. Afta tad i went home with zhe hao and thiery, taking 173 for a few minutes before realising that we took da wrong bus..It was da 3rd mistake i made with buses.First was when i got down at da wrong stop, one stop early from the stop i was supposed to alight when i took 180..Than ytd when i was on my way to pool wif peishan dey all i also got down at da wrong stop, my fault again..Lols.. Maybe i had some brushes with the bus last time, giving me a retribution of not being able to have a gd eye for taking buses..Reached home at around 8pm while i was supposed to be home at 7pm despite taking mrt home from clementi ..Waste my money siol..Anyway, i think thats all bah..
Keep tagging! tks ~~~

Tired . . .

2007-09-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

Kinda tired yesterday so i din feel like posting.I cycled From my house where it is in Gombak to Taman Jurong just to play soccer ytd. I guess i needed to train up my weak legs so that i can play soccer with more power!!!! Roar ! hahas.. But i had fun ytd playing with Boon Hwee they all, all ex-jvs pple except for a few..Some of them were so 'ex-jvs' that they alr had license to ride a motorcycle.hahas.Afta tad i headed to a nearby KFC to take my lunch.The KFC looks quite new as it looked and smelled nice.hahaha.The KFC also had a toilet which also smelled nice! lols.They also allowed a free flow of chilli and ketchup.They nvr serve u da chilli and stuff but u've gotta like take it wif a small 'cup' and fill it up from the ' chilli dispenser'.. Afta that crashed home to take a short afternoon nap..Didnt go to church ytd and so i felt guilty..Hais, i still needa choose a christian name for myself la..Duno wad to choose..Hmm, i think that's all for today, hand pain siol type too long..
So keep tagging pple . . . . .

My shoe bag

2007-08-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

Well, just yesterday, i decided to gtet a shoe bag so that i cn play soccer tomorrow as it would be much more convenient.But it took me great lengths to get the beloved liverpool shoe bag that i saw at west mall. i was so damn unlucky to be 5cents short when i only got $14.45 when the bag costs 15bucks... So i walked around looking for a 5cent coin..Retarded eh ? So w/o any cash, i decided to begin my pursuit to either find a 5cents coin on the ground or hopefully see a fren and get to borrow a 5cents from him. As i was walking aimlessly, my feet brought me to my 947 bus stop which gets me home..As i was walked towards it, the bus came..At that point, i was thinking about whether to get on da bus or not ? But my desire to get my hands on the bag fast was just so striong that made me decide to just walk away.So after that i walked both inside and outside of west mall for like 20mins until it was then that i met my primary skul friend raymi. i asked him to lend me a 5cents but he said he only has a dollar and he doesnt reli wana part wif it.miser.Haha, but luckily i was inplanted with persuasive communication skills which allowed him to lend me his dollar.Therefore the lesson learnt today is . . .U cant force perseverance to strike on u, but u muz hab da passion and love for what u want and go for it wholeheartedly..That's how one gets their perseverance.Period.

And last but not least,. . people continue tagging~~~~~

New blog

2007-08-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

This is now my new blog after changing from xanga.Thanks atikah for helping me with it.Hais, I would hab stayed at xanga if i could make a tagbox there..Zzz.. Too bad i guess.. I also duno why i created a blog in da first place.. Quizas' it was something to cure my boredom..hahas, quizas pronounced as kick ass..This form of pronounciation was derived from hong wei.
Hahas, im not a siao kia blogger so i dun think im going to make a post like everyday, quizas once or twice every wk bah.. Hmm, for now its time for DotA(defence of the ancients) which i feel is my favourite game.. So for now, mika is hereby 'signing off'..

2007-08-27T20:43:00.001+08:00

Atikah is a genious!
And she simply rocks Mika's socks.
:DDDDDDDDDDDD

eh say thankyou to Atikah okay!
(tell her that she's prettier than Fazli whenever you bump her in school)